The an to the tho of my NyNy

It might have been last night, if you just pretend that it is. He’s just somebody so insignificant, that it’s massive to think how he’s filling up the entire universe this second. No one said anything lasted for eternity, but if it did for a few minutes that night, then it might have been significant.

Fk or not

Sorry for being boring Can’t be too witty I’m either sappy as hell or concieted Don’t have anything tricky to say But if you want to fk or not

Power

Restrained dragon Held under rounds and rounds of tight rope Having every opportunity to burst But imploding inside instead As venom seeps from its pores Melting everything in its path And the dragon stays intact

Diva love ♥️

Being level-headed again

Be somewhat upset. It’s ok. See those who are giving you a hard time as those who are teaching you

Apologizing does not make you weak

This is just a reminder to myself, actually, but maybe it can help someone else out too. I’m not usually the one who gets caught in a drama fight, but once in a while it happens out of… I don’t know, boredom? Let me spill out my imperfections (it’s who I am, I’m aware of

Maturing

You try to de-escalate a tense situation You let yourself be more vulnerable, while acknowledging your true confidence and strength inside You felt horrible when someone started off with negativity, now you just let it be and see where things go You let someone finish talking without feeling the need to save the situation

Mayday notes

When feeling like digging deep into ground head down Stop all music In a quiet room, lay a different way Body distortion, body contortion Breathe, from tummy Earth yourself

Laugh ’till you’re dead

What a shitty century I’m living in. Clasped under pillars and pillars of concrete or suffocating over acres and acres of pesticide plagued green lawns. Boys in fast cars make their engines very loud, and when they push that pedal down, they rattle everything in town. I walk down the “preserved marshland” that solely exists

Tired of it

It’s a rough society out there Get inside Get naked Humanize yourself    

Always lean towards the self

There’s ideas And there’s self Always lean towards the self

Genghis Khan — The Vale of Soul-Making

If you’re afraid – don’t do it, – if you’re doing it – don’t be afraid! ― Genghis Khan (c. 1162–c. 1227) via Genghis Khan — The Vale of Soul-Making

Climbing ambitions

Chugging energy, Heart on fire Too many questions, too little time Climbing ambitions Vanishing restrictions Instinctive, fueled by passion, high on drive Restless Burning with curiosity Honest motives Direct and raw Uninhibited and fearless Happy Wise and confident Worshiping the answers

To rise

To have been a fearful person who’s holding on to a tilting sail amid a treacherous storm And to learn to smile and find the will to heal Brings in great amount of confidence, and a reassured feeling That you will rise and own what it is to be, in your destiny.

Always try to look the best that you can

To be like him

The ride down the lane; down the tube like straight roads of my memory. Blurred visions outside of lights passing by amid the darkness. The lack of conversation and the lack of memory of the few brief things we talked about. I was too consumed with comfort of a ride home from the place I

Inspirational principles

(From “the seven spiritual laws of yoga” )   Pure Potentiality Om Bhavam Namah ओम भवम नम I am absolute existence   Giving and Receiving Om Vardhanam Namah ओम वर्धनम् नम I am the nourisher of the universe and the universe nourishes me   Karma or Cause and Effect Om Kriyam Namah ओम क्रियम नम

Look up

Look up. Aim higher by reaching higher, not by pushing others down.  

Go there –> Rock Bottom

You let it bother you again. Now go there –> Rock bottom. The best thing about being completely miserable is… it can only get better.

When all else fails

… do what you love

Own it

Those with greater sensitivities and awareness shouldn’t shy away and hide from the world. The more you know, the more things can seem depressing. If you give up, the short-sighted “smart” idiots will rule. There is importance in the arts, feelings, environment, community, and everything else overshadowed by the convincing nature of fear. Protect it.

Why, I don’t take that personally, darling. I’m just an illusion