Red

When the song looms on a repeat tune; the kind that gently hops around the parameter of your heart, so does the aura of him. Red; the color of the show. The essence of time. The feelings at hand.Raw, the smell of meat. His flesh underneath. His open words… wounds.He’s on the highest shelf, neverContinue reading “Red”

Take me

It’s only when I’m a bundle of nervesthat I laugh with my heart’s contentand worry, like I’m stuck in some past… somewhere in between mixed realities…the sweet surrender of colors that mimic the faint tints of my heartand echoes of music where the source can’t be foundThese moments twirl me back into a teenagerwhose eyesContinue reading “Take me”

Rewind

He tried to talk to me near the big willow tree, where there was a metal chair out in the open to be seated. By no one.Of course he looked thereinstead of at me.When he did briefly look at me, he asked whether that chair area looked like a sacrificial point.I laughed because I knewContinue reading “Rewind”

Filled

I stopped talkingI stopped thinking; filled with the rain of youpouring out of myselfI stopped wantingwhile getting everything I wantedand then wanting some morelike all the spaces needing to be filledall the air particles needing to be touched, and turnedthe entire world needing to be touchedgripped by my hands and feltbecause you encompass it

Free love

Echoes of your lovehits the surrounding wallsand travels like the speed of sounda winding path that never stopswhere we’re racing next to each otherlooking at each otherinstantaneous energy, infinite surgethe ability to soar like animals with wingswe turn into superheroesmy abilities, unlocked with your touchthere’s nothing ever stopping me now

Like a goofy boy

Like a goofy boy you smile helplessly your head tilted back, and your slightly uneven teeth spread about the sun rays are spinning while the world is spinning while you might be spinning who knows, everything is a moment; an euphoric joy that one cannot conceive Your laugh might be the only sound out thereContinue reading “Like a goofy boy”

Letter to Anais from Henry

August 14, 1932 Anais: Don’t expect me to be sane anymore. Don’t let’s be sensible. It was a marriage at Louveciennes—you can’t dispute it. I came away with pieces of you sticking to me; I am walking about, swimming, in an ocean of blood, your Andalusian blood, distilled and poisonous. Everything I do and sayContinue reading “Letter to Anais from Henry”

What I never wanted

You came to my door amid the storm and rain like a wild bird exposing your soul so I took you in You stayed by the door, and I waited for you to leave but you lingered then I don’t know what you said but you said the most perfect thing; something along the wayContinue reading “What I never wanted”

Boy crush

He was a guy she couldn’t identify, for the life of her but he smiled and he had a great body and he was perfect in every way possible he was nice to everybody, and everybody wanted a piece of him he knew it, but remained humble That’s what she liked most about him; notContinue reading “Boy crush”