Her life was getting miserable-r, just like anybody else’s, but while getting into that cavity that one falls into in the back of their minds; that cavity that makes everything a thousand times more horrible and painful; she had a thought– there were others too, just as miserable. They live perfect lives and always haveContinue reading “Three guys, all f’d Up”
It’s two hundred thousand years later And I think about you Where you roamed, what you saw, what you felt How you lived. I look at my hands, and notice that they’re so pristine. Yours must have been bruised, and maybe the lines that run across your palms were darker. Hello from the future. We’reContinue reading “Hello from the future”
You make me so happy When you say everything’s for me Your soul, your breath, your glow, your craze Because I want it all
I don’t know with who, I don’t know with what Love love love love love Overcomes fear Anxiety Jealousy Prejudice Gives will Strength Reason Purpose Excites Relaxes Creates trust Creates insight Wisdom Understanding Confidence Love Makes you happy.
Chugging energy, Heart on fire Too many questions, too little time Climbing ambitions Vanishing restrictions Instinctive, fueled by passion, high on drive Restless Burning with curiosity Honest motives Direct and raw Uninhibited and fearless Happy Wise and confident Worshiping the answers
Now it seems like you were always the truly miserable one. I used to flutter around you like a smiling butterfly; sitting on your nose and then grabbing you with a gigantic hug. I used to giggle at you, face to face, while you remained stone cold and dark. I was like a happy-go-lucky rainbowContinue reading “Misery”
I went through a state of extreme confusion, frustration, and subtle fear. What is it that I want? What should I seek? How should I be? These series of confusing pieces just kept piling up with more and more questions, and less and less answers. I felt trapped and it felt horrible, Until I decidedContinue reading “Choosing to be present”
Your laugh is so genuine and hearty, it brings a smile to my face. I want to tumble down hills that echo, cover, fill, and ooze with your laughter. Rolling in its sweet highs and lows, surrounded by fluttering butterflies, sun beams, swirling mists, and my ever deepening want to hang onto you with myContinue reading “Your beautiful laughter”
Today I sat there thinking I’m 18 years old and looking at the sky. I was lying on the grass with a book, but hell, I can never concentrate. The winds gushed, the clouds darkened, a wimpy little thunder growled, and I felt happy. 2002/08/12
Whiff of summer breeze Dipping into vast, cool water Encloses shy skin like some secret seal. Encircling ripple in velvet motion, expanding larger and larger Hair rolling away further… further Plunging like a fish, letting fin disappear Raising like dolphin over sizzling sweet air. Falling back, playful feet flip and splatter Scattered dew drops onContinue reading “Sunset Swim”
The only thing that made me happy today during a lapse of unhappiness, was this.