You keep catching me

I know who I love. It’s you; fragile and in pain, lonely, needing to be saved. Your desperation is my awakening. I can’t imagine you a happy boy. So long lost, so strange and foreign. So not you. When you look at me, do you see desperation too? Do see yourself; do you see someoneContinue reading “You keep catching me”

Falling paper pieces

When it happens the first time, it soars but it’s happened before this feeling of synchrony as we smiled and rode on by but this time it was a bit different making it a first time, again it was the calmness the quietness the substance that leaves you guessing as we split paths and thinkContinue reading “Falling paper pieces”

Where you are

You’re calling for me In this corner of the cell where there’s nothing But walls You’re in my head You’re wanting my company I can feel it barely tingle like some current running through a wire in the brain I stare at the wall when there’s nothing there But the more I stare, I feelContinue reading “Where you are”

Massive will 

It’s push and pull The world pushes you away, but you have this massive will Bigger than a series of constellations That tethers you back It’s that will That binds me It’s thicker than anything imaginable It’s stronger than any physical bonds It’s connected to a rope that’s infinitely long No one can see itContinue reading “Massive will “

An a$$ kind of love

Your wannabe interest and my wannabe interest in going out, partying hard, and getting laid was strong enough to bring us together. It’s a bit weird having this type of a mindset for someone who’s commonly seen as a pretty oddly-reserved-for-no-apparent-reason type of person. You were everything that I objectified; dark haired and creamy skinned.Continue reading “An a$$ kind of love”

Forest, with you

This patch of land preserved for cell phone towers give way to a family of trees and shrubs and the few wild that roam, still I go here sometimes in the crux of my loneliness surrounded by shade, and the peeking of the sun once in a while most of the time, I’m barely existingContinue reading “Forest, with you”

Rock the boat

Daylight, turns into sweet night light Your face, shines in a new type of light Your smile, is the only thing I think of In the new dawn It stayed; it lingered on the dance floor You said, you want to see me dance some more In a dream I left, not caring what youContinue reading “Rock the boat”

Process

I don’t care that you’re an ok stud to begin with It’s your transformation from a frog to a king; is what turns me on It’s your metamorphosis from a beetle bug to a ruler of a massive castle A dirt at the bottom of my shoe to a dynamite An eerie ghastly thing ToContinue reading “Process”

Cliff point

It’s like the spot on the edge of a cliff Fingers and the heart are sort of numb and blazing hot The only difference is, that we never fall Like a horizon that’s never touched by the sinking sun No warm jacket on a cold night Thriving sea of emptiness Yet this feeling of neverContinue reading “Cliff point”

My man, embedded in a leaf

Caught up in this fire brigade I forget where you are sometimes Behind the tree leaves Of a distant paradise It’s where I want you belonging Free and happy Viable and beautiful No gray clouds cast over your skies Limitless possibilities Smiling, playing with rocks I just want to see you happy Like this It’sContinue reading “My man, embedded in a leaf”

Street dogs and humans

Amid a pack of male dogs who gather around a female and have a hormonal frenzy, there’s also a street dog who walks besides a human that he claimed, or that claimed him, vice versa. They sit on the stairs to the closed store at night outside, and when the human figures that it’s timeContinue reading “Street dogs and humans”

Forever in love

Forever in love with you Like a puppeteer who falls for the puppet I’ll go where I want to I’ll go next to you Walking on the edge, trying not to fall Imagining strings from up above Arms wide open, accepting all the showers of blame That fall like false promises and pieces of burntContinue reading “Forever in love”