I just feel you

L is not for the way you look at meo is for everything that’s not mewoe is meb is for everything beautiful outside of my realmno need to search for it deep in my eyesit takes a million years to get there, and to see ithiding behind all this is beautybehind the barricade of lipsthat

Rewind

He tried to talk to me near the big willow tree, where there was a metal chair out in the open to be seated. By no one.Of course he looked thereinstead of at me.When he did briefly look at me, he asked whether that chair area looked like a sacrificial point.I laughed because I knew

First time noticing quietness

I’m walking around in my room… maybe I’ve been in a cage, since the early 90s maybe it’s stayed quiet since that night in March when I first discovered quietness it wasn’t smothering at first; it was curious indeed that’s what happens to someone who comes from the hustle and bustle of the east, then

Sway to the touch

The petals sway to the touch of the wind in a lulled way that only a heart can understand when its string’s been tugged by the sway of your voice those lyrics in between silences and the sound of your pen dancing in ink on pure white sheet

Like rain clouds

Won’t sleep tonight thinking about your soft hair like rain clouds… I understand that things are slow and your heart beats weighed and heavy while I bloom in orange, before you stay quiet, speak to me in silences like you do times are gloomy like the rain, I know this path before us; it’s faux,

Spaceship

I open the door and there you are in the center of what feels like a spaceship the door’s creaky and it’s quiet outside and it feels like this place is in motion with it’s constant fanning and somewhat emptiness isn’t it strange how it came to be? It’s sort of a pathetic miracle indeed

Missed you by a minute

I missed you by one minute… this world could’ve been ours. I saw my reflection where my hair was flying when I rushed out the glass door. I was just a girl, running. Running away from something, running away from someone. Running away from the world, my life, everything. I missed you by one minute when I

The wall

There’s always something blocking ahead. There’s always the wall; thick and made up of stones and concrete. I can kick it. I can try to punch it down with all my passion, but it just won’t collapse. I shiver and pace in this forsaken room. The lights are dim and the cold clouds claim and

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