Losing you

In losing myself, I lose you fading into the blue skies; the only place I ever found you anyway in my childish fantasies where I was the seeker and you were the gold goal it was always you it’s always been about you in clip arts, in stories, in conversations in hopes in my achingContinue reading “Losing you”

Where you are

You’re calling for me In this corner of the cell where there’s nothing But walls You’re in my head You’re wanting my company I can feel it barely tingle like some current running through a wire in the brain I stare at the wall when there’s nothing there But the more I stare, I feelContinue reading “Where you are”

Forest, with you

This patch of land preserved for cell phone towers give way to a family of trees and shrubs and the few wild that roam, still I go here sometimes in the crux of my loneliness surrounded by shade, and the peeking of the sun once in a while most of the time, I’m barely existingContinue reading “Forest, with you”

Whirlpool

Not sure why sometimes the soul speaks Like a tempest to the seas. A drop of water in a vacuum tunnel; turning fast into massive whirlpool The size of a universe. That’s how I feel Falling in it with you. Feeling the shrill With the brain numbed Our eyes dilated and the mouth open, unableContinue reading “Whirlpool”

I want you

Dirty In colors, smeared all over your face Colors dusted on your clothes I want you shaking off swamp waters And dripping holy sweat I want to line your face From your eyes to your ears In black kohl I wanna put you where you belong On a pedestal chair overlooking Ripped scraps and bananaContinue reading “I want you”

Can’t find you

It’s useless; every other emotion that I’m feeling right now. I don’t know where to find you. I’m lost again. I’m seeking beyond the pages printed with dry scientific words. I’m skimming through the shopping catalog plastered with fake beautiful faces. It’s faster than the car ride that can’t seem to fly higher; tastier thanContinue reading “Can’t find you”