My lover’s so far away
again
flashing through a bike ride
down lonely lanes, streets, shrubs, paths…
The clouds are heavy,
and the skies are bleak again
I can feel each cell thrive and shrivel in my body
I just want to be naked and sprawl on the great green grass;
get kissed by the soft white dandelions
I want to be this alive
amid remnants of my lover
scattered in thoughts
dispersed with the winds
It’s my dying wish
I just want to touch it…
him
whatever he is